Wednesday, 16 May 2012

Monday, 14 May 2012

  • A most excellent Sunday

    - Yesterday I ran my first 5k of the year. My goal was to finish, not take walk breaks, and run slowly. I had negative splits for each mile and averaged a 13:32 pace. Met all objectives.

    - Waited for the gf to finish her half-marathon (or a 21k!) and had a chance to just relax in the sun. We had to wait at bag check an inordinate amount of time when she finished and then took a nap (having left the house at 5:30AM to avoid traffic snafus.)

    - In the afternoon she had a massage and I swam for 50 minutes. Then we had a fabulous dinner.

    - In the evening rather than doing chores, grading, or working I lay on the couch and read news curated by the Zite fuzzy algorithm - Zite is definitely one of my favorite apps.

Thursday, 10 May 2012

  • A short re-introduction

    Hello, I am reckless_eagle. My friends called me Fab or Vic. I'm in my mid twenties, never married and I'm of Asian-Latino (Eurasian) descent. Currently I'm residing in an Asian country because of work commitments but I travel a lot. I have 2 sisters, 2 supporting parents, a lot of extended family of Asian/European descent and a lot of pets from fishes to horses. I do a lot of socialising and I do charity work. I benefit a lot from my social networking which includes Xanga, Facebook and Twitter.

    I didn't come here to get approval for who I am, what I am and what I do around here. I come and go as I please, at my own pace and in my own terms. If people find issues with me, it's because they have nothing better to do in life. You may or may not accept me, and I won't force anyone to accept me.

    If you find me offensive, then get the hell out of my life. 

Tuesday, 08 May 2012

  • All Dead Band

    @Xcite_Media says I need to update my All Dead Band with MCA on upright bass. 

    So I guess that gives us:

    Vocals: Morrison for male lead vocals, Janis for female lead vocals 

    Backup Vocals: Whitney Houston

    Lead Guitar: Hendrix

    Rhythm Guitar: Brian Jones

    Regular Bass: Cliff Burton

    Upright Bass: MCA

    Drums: Levon Helm

    Sax: The Big Man

    Keyboards/Piano: Nicky Hopkins

Sunday, 06 May 2012

  • Pointy sticks!

    Not actually in the middle, but a rather neat grouping all the same. I've developed a right-veering tendency I am trying to fix. And I got to play with a longbow! One of the instructors brought his basic one for me to try. It was really heavy (I've been shooting with a 25lbs recurve, so 35lbs was a strain) but I had a lot of fun.

Friday, 04 May 2012

Thursday, 03 May 2012

  • Animosity



    The hate you feel won’t go
    away. I don't even know why
    you bother to stay. I'm here,
    though I don't think I'll play.

    The rage builds and builds,
    poisoning my emotional fields.
    Perturbing what my mind wields,
    these assholes with their cash
    shields.

    There's nothing left to satisfy the curiosity.
    All I'm left with is the possibility of
    improbability. I can't escape
    this animosity.

    Get you gone! Don't you see
    that you were screwed up and
    what you did was wrong? I
    can show you, I've got the
    picture I've drawn.

    This icy hot emotion boils
    and bubbles inside, taking
    me on a hellish ride. So here
    I throw the doors open wide.
    Take a good look and see what's
    inside.

    Rushing at you, and gaining velocity, take this shit
    with responsibility. Eat your shit
    and die righteously. Now do
    you see the depth of my animosity?

Monday, 30 April 2012

Sunday, 29 April 2012

Saturday, 28 April 2012

  • We're all humans

    I just returned from a rather pleasant night on the town with a friend of mine. I'm suitably tired, buzzed and slightly hoarse. Mainly because of the shouting over the music that occurred when discussing Paul Verhoeven's movies being a deliberate mockery of the Hollywood system. I don't think they are, but mileage may vary. It was a good night. For the most part.

    The main conclusion of the evening for me though is something I've known for a long time. And something that, unfortunately I must say, was confirmed once again in the last week or so. Life is indifferent. The more mainstream version being life isn't fair. But fair implies some sort of judgment, a system of morality that's inherent to what's going on around us. There isn't. Life's a machine. There's no meaning, no goal. The good, the bad and the downright ugly just happen.

    This is a hard thing to swallow. Why is it that bad things happen to good people? Why is it that bad things happen at all? And that's not just the 58 year old friend having one to two years to live because he's got an inoperable brain tumor bad. It's also the being born in abject poverty bad. The being born with birth defects bad. To misquote Animal Farm: all people are born equal, but why are some people born more equal than others?

    It seems to me there are two basic ways of responding to this moral dilemma. You either stop caring and go on with your life regardless, or you do something about it. On a personal level I try to be there for people who get shit on by life. It's easier said that done sometimes, but I think we can all agree this is the thing to do.

    This dilemma is also why I'm a socialist. Life's indifferent to those in it. But that's doesn't mean we should be. We are all humans and it's my firm believe we all deserve a go at it. An equal go. Which means that people who are disadvantaged in some way get to get some support. Privilege comes with responsibility.

    I'm currently team lead on project employing several people who rate on the autism spectrum. On their own, these people, through no fault of their own, would be lost in "normal" society. They would not be working. Which would be a shame, because these people are willing and, with some help, able. And it makes them better equipped to deal with life in general. I'd be lying if I'd said it was easy but it's worth while.

    People born into poverty don't chose to be born that way. Nor do people chose their gender, race, genetic disposition for diseases, place of birth or which social strata they become part of. And the consequences of these things is enormous. My prospects would have been different had I been a woman. Or black. Or Mexican.

    And you know what? It shouldn't. We're all humans And that means we all should be treated as such. The more equal a society, the happier it's considered to be. If we only get one go at life, we might as well make it as pleasant as possible for everybody. Life might be inconsiderate, but that doesn't mean we have to be.

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